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Been working on this for awhile- Yes- I understand- it's busy- I get it. I see faces all over it- it's almost like all the busy is too busy so I just look at the enitre thing as one- and sure enough all these faces started pushing out.... who knows i just keep doing what i am doing however, There is I continually get pulled in too many directions People that do not sit and work on art- perhaps do not understand the sacred aspect of time. I miss being a kid where food wasn't a thought- or a process I miss being a kid the freedoms of the mind no bills no rent nothing hanging over your head responsibility does not belong to you trying to find the right setting to even take a photo i am lost but am not wandering i never want to be found I have a hard time in general feel like a particle that doesnt want to be seen.... disconnected etc....

NO CABLE TV....

No Cable. learning how to maneuver this smart tv - OY- just feeling out of the loop- which I guess is ok- cuz it is ALL incessant commotion of pure insane man made quaCkery. Thus the news streams to me in a small river- no longer the cable- but finds me thru a stream off AOL- Retrieving email off AOL- images and Article Titles boom out to me- 1st- AOL loves to report on all the young men deaths around the country? WHy do I want to see that... or know about it>whaat? and 2nd- AOL loves to stir the pot- but isn't that all social media- with all their algorythms? this guys picture came up- Bradley Cooper-I saw A Star is Born- with Lady Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta- the connection was insane- but just thought they were good actors- then the way they played the piano together in some live- duo can't remember if it was the emmys or whatever- but then AOL streams some more gossipy B.S> last week- yeh yeh, I took the bait about him romancing GIGI.... idk- but isn't he so much older? not that age matters to me- but it kind of made me feel the same way when I look in my closet at all the shoes I never wear and I go and buy a brand new pair of softly used R E A L LY expenisive shoes that fit nice- but I have like two others exactly the same..... WHY ? I know nothing about being an actual actor- but I have experienced the imposter r0ll- and it takes a strong, elastic - I am so intrigued by the entire acting world- if you are constantly in and out of character It must take an extra oridnarily strong core to maintain the footing upon the ever shifting foundation of the nuances of the many seperate faces cloaked up ones shoulders the in and outs- ups and downs- of finding the personality of another- maybe it is refreshing to be someone else for a while gives one some space to reset or is it a maze- if you are super careful you will always be able to find your way out- is this guy real or fake his authentic self to me is just another hollywood player- that happens to be an excellent imposter/ actor. and the photo just looks like AI all the way. New grave world we are coming into.....

UPS SUCKS

The corporate untouchables you can find video's of UPS guys throwing packages around, trying to deliver a package to NYC 42" x 42" x 3"-35lbs. they wanted $240 our guy called an uber and he will deliver it in 3 hrs for $53. FUCK U UPS NOT TO MENTION they just lost or destroyed our Mister Softee Cone Displays total $1500 order to Ball Arena when All the other packages got delievered just fine- but one. UPS refuses to take responsibility I think that is the thing that is the most frustrating.... when I was trying to file a claim- I could not check off the lost circle- I had to repost it as damaged but no one knows where the package is- the only thing that arrived was the top of the box with the label on it. You can look at the timeline of the package in all of it's tracking - why not LET"S GO TO THE VIDEO TAPE _ wtf.... so UPS just sort of puts their mote ass protected nose up in the air at US- U - ME THEM WHO EVER - shrugs their moted-ass protected cunt self SHOULDERS///// and says huH, no claim here. have a good day. that's what they say Huh- no claim here FUCK CORPORATE SOCIETY I AM SO DONE WITH THE ENTIRE GAME THE POLITICIANS ARE THE CORPORATES RAISING UP WITH ALL THESE ZOOMERS AND THEIR NON -CHALANCE ATTITUDE. NOTHING IS SACRED ANYMORE. SO DISGUSTED.

We'll NEVER know the REAL deTAILS