Every time that I look in the mirror

All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
Oh, it went by like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way?

Everybody's got their dues in life to pay, oh, oh, oh
I know nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life's in books' written pages
Storing facts learned from fools and from sages
You view the earth

Oh, sing with me, this mournful dub
Sing with me, sing for a year
Sing for the laughter, and sing for the tear
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Oh, sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, and sing for the tear
Sing it with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Dream on
Dream on
I dream on
Dream a little, I'll dream on
Dream on
I dream on
I dream on

Dream a little, I'll dream on
Dream on
Dream on
Dream on
I'll dream on
Dream on
Dream on
I dream on

Chibbut ha-Kever

Aerosmith - Dream On (Official HD Video)

July 10 we all came into charlie's bedroom as we knew his hours were coming to a close- He was very aware, he was very awake, he had been spitting out his meds.....- I know he wanted to be "awake" when he died. The boys wanted to put on his spotify before they left for work, and sure enough 45 minutes before he passed, Dream On began playing, it made Zeb Mad- I told him there are no coincidences-  when my dad passed over his songs were RIPPLE and ROCKETMAN

so

 As my husband rest in his bed, somewhat sitting up , holding my hand and looking into my eyes- he passed over to the other side between 11:15-11:18.

I still feel like my life is a movie.

I have learned to see my world in the past year or two in the most clear way. This has only made my perseverance and sense of self stronger. Like when a Mantis sheds it's skin. That is where I am right now,

green and raw, I can only imagine what Charlie must feel like now. He passed away on Friday. It is symbolic to pass on a friday.