Tuesday, December 13, 2022
Sunday, December 11, 2022
Huh? WHat? is going on here?
When individuals decide to step up and serve the country- it is a choice. They make sacrifices so this country sits 'free" and "LAzy"- Is Griner gonna come home clean and sober? WIll she serve in a new way-like helping youngsters see how there can be consequences to choices. My biggest question to her is
Was it that difficult to not smoke weed for acouple weeks in Russia while she played ball- getting paid / did she acknowledge to herself that carrying weed was breaking the law where she was traveling to ? Why didn't she stand strong and offer NOT to come home unless Paul Whelan was coming home with her?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS COUNTRY WHEN OUR VETS GET WORSE MEDICAL CARE THEN THE PHAT CATS SITTING UP ON THE HILL? WHAT IS WRONG HERE?
GRINER GREED
Thursday, December 1, 2022
SUPPRESSED- Smothered- Stifled- Strangled....
how does this "Epstein" "ESTATE" even have any money left? -- bizarre
how ALL these "people"-- "people of the congress", people of the "industry"- these "untouchables"-- even still standing?- Release the list , the black book. It is obvious how above the law these types are.
Let's consider the fact that the Virgin Islands is not a victim here but an enabler?! Just as much as ANY AND ALL countries involved in slave labor, sex trafficking allowing work force labors go below minimum wages- is complicit - COMPLICIT - even the POPE IS COMPLICIT- we are run and ruled by a mobster gang of bullies playing us all like pawns. It is so sad, how all their focus is based in greed and destruction- when people are suffering and in need of real actions- not words. HOw are these people not being hunted down and held accountable. These are the true deplorables.
HOw can the virgin islands seek any money in a "civil" lawsuit against the epstein estate when they were absolutely turning s blind eye on the arrival and departure of flights, people, children, stars, politicians - how about complicit sex addicts. how about human beings ... sick society- am i apart of the problem or the solution? deer in head lights. it;s all fucked up beyond belief.
WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO POST MY POINT OF VIEW?
WHERE AM I LIVING?
BIZARRE- FRIGHTENING.
Tuesday, November 8, 2022
Monday, November 7, 2022
Thursday, October 27, 2022
CANceL NAtiON
WOW... the real people that need to be cancelled are most of our local legislature, most of our national congressman and women- AND
Most definatley Pelossi and Schumer! The lot of those cashing in on insider trading! Making fat money within all their inside connections- their life time rolls as
political power mongers , off the backs of hard working citizens that actually pay their taxes. SHAME ON YOU TAKERS_
Why when Kenya speaks up about how he is being treated, and calls out in all honesty that two jewish people have done him wrong
is he all of a sudden a bigot> and NOw GAP AND ADDIDAS WILL DISLOCATE HIM HOWEVER THEY CAN_
BUT IS IT NOT A FACT THAT THESE VERY SAME CORPORATE ENTITIES HAVE SMALL CHILDREN BUILDING THEIR PRODUCT? ARE THEY NOT CONDUCTING THEMSELF IN AN EQUALLY BIGOTED MANNER? WHY ARE THESE COROPORATES NOT BEING CANCELLED? WHY DO YOU NEED ANOTHER SHIRT, ANOTHER SWEATER- OR THE BAG BY MICHAEL KORS THAT WAS MADE BY A SMALL BLACK OR CHINESE, INDIAN, WOMAN,OR CHILD WOULD THESE RICH FOLKSTILL BUY THE $3,500 PURSE OR THE BALANCIAGA POTATOE CHIP BAG IF THE PERSON WHOM BUILT THE BAG HAD THEIR FACE ON A TAG AND THEN EVERYONE GOT TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY BUILT THAT BAG & oh yeh LET'S POST ON THAT TAG HOW MUCH THEY GOT PAID AN HOW MUCH PROFIT WAS MADE OFF THE FOLK THAT ACTUALLY GOT LIKE PENNIES FOR THEIR LABOR- ARE WE SO DISATTACHED FROM THis REALITY....... I LOOK AT THESE LOCAL WOMEN THAT CARRY THEIR LOUIS VUITTON BAGS INTO A 50 MINUTE WORKOUT/ WHY... SIMPLE STATUS TAGS. LOOK AT ME I SPENT MY MONTHS WAGES ON THIS HERE BAG SO YOU CAN THINK I AM SUCH A PERSON? WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD. THESE ARE THE BLIND SHEEPS. THE LABEL LOOK AT ME'S...... CANCEL OUT THE VERY FOLKS THAT ARE BREAKING OUR SYSTEM- CREATING TRAFFIC WITHIN THE CONGRESSIONAL LOBBY WHERE TRUTH IS BEING BLOCKED FROM GETTING REAL MATTERS TAKEN CARE OF. KENYA SHOULD BE PROUD TO BE DIVORCED FROM THESE ENTITIES...... SLOW DOWN AND DON'T LET AN OUTSIDE MEDIA ENTITY FILL YOUR MIND WITH STORIES- THAT CLASSIC HE SAID-SHE SAID- AS WE WATCH LIFES GETTING CANCELLED OR WORST - GETTING AWAY WITH TREASON, ROBBERY AND PURE DISHONEST AUTHORITY OVER ALL.CANCEL THE FUCK OUT OF THE RAPEST-THE PRODUCER THAT TAKES ADVANTAGE- THAT WORKS FOR ME HOW THEY BAND TOGETHER TO BRING DOWN SOMEONE FOR SPEAKING THEIR MIND- THEIR GOES OUR CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS. BOOM RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR EYES AND JUST IN TIME FOR CONSUMER HOLIDAY- BUY MORE CHINESE/ MADE CLOTHING THAT YOU DON;T EVEN NEED- WHERE IS THE "BUILT IN THE USA" LABEL? IS THAT ME BEING A BIGOT- NO I DON;T THINK SO- THAT IS ME BEING AN HONEST AMERICAN THAT SUPPORTS AMERICA EVEN THOUGH WE NEVER SPEAK ABOUT HOW THE "ORIGINAL AMERICAN" INDIAN HAS YET TO BE ACKNOWLEDGED ( beyond it's smallest efforts) WITHIN THE SOCIAL MEDIA / AMERICAN GOVERNMENT DIALOGUE. shame on the people behind the curtain. BRING THE HOUSE DOWN. LET'S GET SOMETHING DONE. BOYCOTT CORPRORATE AMERICA AND THE MAZE THEY HAVE CREATED.
BUT IS IT NOT A FACT THAT THESE VERY SAME CORPORATE ENTITIES HAVE SMALL CHILDREN BUILDING THEIR PRODUCT? ARE THEY NOT CONDUCTING THEMSELF IN AN EQUALLY BIGOTED MANNER? WHY ARE THESE COROPORATES NOT BEING CANCELLED? WHY DO YOU NEED ANOTHER SHIRT, ANOTHER SWEATER- OR THE BAG BY MICHAEL KORS THAT WAS MADE BY A SMALL BLACK OR CHINESE, INDIAN, WOMAN,OR CHILD WOULD THESE RICH FOLKSTILL BUY THE $3,500 PURSE OR THE BALANCIAGA POTATOE CHIP BAG IF THE PERSON WHOM BUILT THE BAG HAD THEIR FACE ON A TAG AND THEN EVERYONE GOT TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY BUILT THAT BAG & oh yeh LET'S POST ON THAT TAG HOW MUCH THEY GOT PAID AN HOW MUCH PROFIT WAS MADE OFF THE FOLK THAT ACTUALLY GOT LIKE PENNIES FOR THEIR LABOR- ARE WE SO DISATTACHED FROM THis REALITY....... I LOOK AT THESE LOCAL WOMEN THAT CARRY THEIR LOUIS VUITTON BAGS INTO A 50 MINUTE WORKOUT/ WHY... SIMPLE STATUS TAGS. LOOK AT ME I SPENT MY MONTHS WAGES ON THIS HERE BAG SO YOU CAN THINK I AM SUCH A PERSON? WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD. THESE ARE THE BLIND SHEEPS. THE LABEL LOOK AT ME'S...... CANCEL OUT THE VERY FOLKS THAT ARE BREAKING OUR SYSTEM- CREATING TRAFFIC WITHIN THE CONGRESSIONAL LOBBY WHERE TRUTH IS BEING BLOCKED FROM GETTING REAL MATTERS TAKEN CARE OF. KENYA SHOULD BE PROUD TO BE DIVORCED FROM THESE ENTITIES...... SLOW DOWN AND DON'T LET AN OUTSIDE MEDIA ENTITY FILL YOUR MIND WITH STORIES- THAT CLASSIC HE SAID-SHE SAID- AS WE WATCH LIFES GETTING CANCELLED OR WORST - GETTING AWAY WITH TREASON, ROBBERY AND PURE DISHONEST AUTHORITY OVER ALL.CANCEL THE FUCK OUT OF THE RAPEST-THE PRODUCER THAT TAKES ADVANTAGE- THAT WORKS FOR ME HOW THEY BAND TOGETHER TO BRING DOWN SOMEONE FOR SPEAKING THEIR MIND- THEIR GOES OUR CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS. BOOM RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR EYES AND JUST IN TIME FOR CONSUMER HOLIDAY- BUY MORE CHINESE/ MADE CLOTHING THAT YOU DON;T EVEN NEED- WHERE IS THE "BUILT IN THE USA" LABEL? IS THAT ME BEING A BIGOT- NO I DON;T THINK SO- THAT IS ME BEING AN HONEST AMERICAN THAT SUPPORTS AMERICA EVEN THOUGH WE NEVER SPEAK ABOUT HOW THE "ORIGINAL AMERICAN" INDIAN HAS YET TO BE ACKNOWLEDGED ( beyond it's smallest efforts) WITHIN THE SOCIAL MEDIA / AMERICAN GOVERNMENT DIALOGUE. shame on the people behind the curtain. BRING THE HOUSE DOWN. LET'S GET SOMETHING DONE. BOYCOTT CORPRORATE AMERICA AND THE MAZE THEY HAVE CREATED.
Wednesday, October 19, 2022
Thursday, October 13, 2022
Wednesday, September 28, 2022
Tuesday, September 6, 2022
Tuesday, August 30, 2022
Thursday, August 18, 2022
Past , Present, Future
LOOKING BACK IS ALWAYS 20/20
Question: Which came first the art dealer or the art?
the chicken or the egg?
what is a commissioned work of art?
When the buyer is not exacticakly the art "dealer".
Should it be more the idea of the commissioner, or more within the faith of the commissioned?
is it a 60/40 or a 50/50..... rather a 20/80...could it ever be 20 / 20
Both have needs , perhaps entirely different. Both have desires, perhaps entirely different,
the money starves the limbs from appropriate circulation within the conversation.
The conversation?
The converstaion of required specifications-
when the art dealer becomes money hungry, it is the utmost turn off to an artist- when it is clearly
the underlying current driving the art dealer at it's commissioned artist. When prices are somewhat
private, the etitiquette of it all is precisely what I am missing.
Me, Myself & eye
are just it,
but to get it built , to have a team that wants to create my vision- is lacking.
My voice is lacking, the entire project of my soul is set UPon a table, with an electricity
I barely got time to know, because as this birth was taking place, the very "team"
alotted to me, our very own sign business- saw fit to abort any such happening.
I stood there watching it in real time. Feeling an abortion without any medicine.... is what it felt like- I suppose.
The lack of follow thru- add on the reality of the sign shop's OWN projects. The comments from the art dealer, the work not
being of stellar fine art world quality...
I can take that full on- no schooling - and buidling inside a sloppy mom&pop neon shop, what else does one expect.
Perfection is a thorn . It is a state of mind, it's in the eye of the beholder,
as an art dealer - how do you fill ur gallery with stuff only you love, why assume your taste is perfection for others?
The narcissism involved on every level makes my hunger fall away like an anorexic- where's the exit.
My short lived endevours. Not built for this society of busy body, fARTdeALeRZ.
Friday, August 12, 2022
Monday, August 8, 2022
Olivia Newton John
P.S.41 - The Greenwhich Village school- had a 5th grade talent show-
and I got to lip sync 2 songs by Olivia Newton John.
I wanted to be her! Grease had come out the year before, and all the kids said
I looked like her. Boy Did I want to believe that. Grease! What a great movie, and growing up watching my dad perform
in Dance With Me- a play all about the 50's greasers and excellent music. I always learned all the lyrics. It felt natural.
Grease was like Romeo and Juliet in a way. I loved the Drama. All the characters- Teenage life in the 5th grade, so intriguing.
I must have watched that movie a 100 times. I knew every word to every song, so naturally I picked one
song from Grease and one song from her personal album "OLIVIA" ; "A little More Love."
That was a good year for me in Mr. Smiths' Class, I had loyal friends and I felt secure in my world. It took me years to get that back after my dad left when I was about three years old.
Funny to look back, because now that I am thinking about it in 6th grade I did a night club act for my dads friend
Seth Allen, and I really sang "One way or another" by Blondie- with a live band- at the 42nd st Cafe and Susan Tyrell was in it too, Said she would try to have her friend Debbie Harry come to see me- but that never happened. I did see Debbie a few times walking along
Bleeker st. and I smiled really big.
And in 10th grade at The Mcburney Talent Show - I lip synced Madonna's "Lucky Star". I truly wanted to be a rockstar , however I couldn;t sing
for shit. We often put on shows for my parents and the neighbors. I always loved music since really little. My mom told me once that my dad had this cassette deck with speakers in a leather carry case, it was fancy - a Sony. My dad would set me in the middle of the two speakers blasting the Beatles,
the Moody Blues and the Doors. My entire life has a sound track. Olivia will live in my soul for ever. SO much going on these days
as far as loss, cancer and life. It truly is about living for the day. There are no guaranties for anyone. My husband of 30+yrs has been recieving chemo treatments every three weeks now since late March. He had lung cancer about 5 yr.s ago and he beat that. I have faith he will beat this one- but we never know do we - how it all pans out is something of a great mystery in this wild world we live in. My father left this world too soon, 73 feels young to me! Forever Young.
Rest In Peace Beautiful Woman- Olivia Newton John.
Friday, July 8, 2022
Thursday, July 7, 2022
Ancient Greece, Socrates had a great reputation of wisdom. One day, someone came to find the great philosopher and said to him:
- Do you know what I just heard about your friend?
- A moment, replied Socrates. Before you tell me, I would like to test you the three sieves.
- The three sieves?
- Yes, continued Socrates. Before telling anything about the others, it's good to take the time to filter what you mean. I call it the test of the three sieves. The first sieve is the TRUTH. Have you checked if what you're going to tell me is true?
- No, I just heard it.
- Very good! So, you don't know if it's true. We continue with the second sieve, that of KINDNESS. What you want to tell me about my friend, is it good?
- Oh, no! On the contrary.
- So, questioned Socrates, you want to tell me bad things about him and you're not even sure they're true? Maybe you can still pass the test of the third sieve, that of UTILITY. Is it useful that I know what you're going to tell me about this friend?
- No, really.
- So, concluded Socrates, what you were going to tell me is neither true, nor good, nor useful. Why, then, did you want to tell me this?
"Gossip is a bad thing. In the beginning it may seem enjoyable and fun, but in the end, it fills our hearts with bitterness and poisons us, too!"
Wednesday, June 22, 2022
'I don't like anybody."
It's been awhile since I felt the need to follow thru an enter a thought here,
I have thought this alot. As a matter of fact, my father shared this same sentiment
often throughout my youth.
"Don't answer the phone!"
"Don't invite anyone over."
"I don't like him."
I often feel like this type of thought is based in a biochemical imbalance.
Perhaps it is a vitamin D deficiency or maybe even low iron.
I have been anemic most of my life & I have been a loner most of my life too.
When I was diagnosed with Graves Disease awhile back, it was a passing wonder
if these things are interconnected.
I day dream about socialites- being one- putting on parties- entertaining the masses.
You have to have friends first. It makes me laugh. I find people to be extraordinaryly mEAN; to one another- OR just IN GENERAL....
Maybe I need to get a better attitude- or get out alittle- the thing is "I don't Care."
It's safer to be alone- easier. Maybe I am lazy or just maybe
I'm awkward, that's ok- I like me.
Saturday, May 14, 2022
Wednesday, May 11, 2022
Does anyone Care?
HOw does this woman, or any other congressional leader stay in power ,A BUNCH OF CROOKS ? ONe hand washes another, I GUESS. The idea of Billions of Dollars going to the Ukraine, BUT THE NAVY CAN'T GET FUNDING THEY REQUESTED? WHO IS RUNNING THE SHOW? People like Schumer and Pelosi just to name a few- these are the homes that people should be camped out front of demanding transparency..... SHAME ON YOU TAKERS.
OY VEY>
Sunday, April 24, 2022
Child Care Workers
Answer this for me..
HOW DOES AN ACTOR OR ATHLETE BECOME SOME SORT OF SUPER STAR- raking billions-
How would it be if we made the individuals that put forth their personal best
in Child Care - raising children- caring for our future, - raked in billions?
WHy is everything so ass backwards. The way marketing goes - how could we flip
the script?
Friday, April 22, 2022
Clouds for hair
To be a kid is light,
like clouds for hair.Helps me to float
upright.
Eternity branching off into spirals,
eternally climbing.
hypersensitive.
tougher then nails.
both worlds= sweet bliss.
growing up -
oh HOw I miss thy youth.
however eternally installed within my heart
to have faith and not look back .
To jump in .
Into the fire,
like wood burning
a grand blaze....
brings upon a
full force
heart attack-
Dear heavy weight sitting on my chest,
you are just an illussion.
Let my cloudy hair help me to dissapear,
visit my friend, sannyford- oh dear.
Deep seeded hands
dig me up from the dark
dungeon. plant me in the ground,
lift me up,
from my sleep.
To live is just one big dream,
To die would be light...
puffy and light like
dandelion hairs
make a wish
clouds for hair
Monday, March 14, 2022
Tuesday, February 22, 2022
2 22 2022
I recently discovered someone from my past on instagram. Not just someone, but she was married to my father for a short time. She introduced me to so many things. My brother and I were basically schooled under her wing.It was so completely overwhelming, not only because I was struggling to accept my parents divorce- but because I had sincere trust issues.
She took my comics away and gave me a book called The Secret Garden- I hated her for it, but slowly discovered the world of visualization. Looking back, I hated my disability perhaps more then her. I had reading comprehension problems and was in reading classes since first grade. I wonder if she knew that. I was forced to read the Gloria Vanderbuilt book of Ettiquette. From an adult's perspective, as I grew up it became more and more clear when I was in "life" how many times these tools came in handy- thus feel better about myself. WHen I was little, perhaps I was rude to her? Resentful and disgusting? Today, I can not express the gratitude I have for her- these sacred lessons that only now as an adult- could I possbily understand. These seeds, implemented within & upon me. The tools of a debutant, perhaps she had to muscle thru the same lessons, or perhaps she was so utterly disgusted with the white trash little darlings that we were- I literally thought she loved me. She was molding me.
As a child , there is nothing more important that your parents, and when that is torn apart- I was a selfish little girl- I was unsure of the very ground I stood upon. I saw her as a big boobed, prim and proper catholic that loved good manners, her juice in a pitcher, her bulbs in beautiful white ceramic plates, her soaps that would truly melt in the hot water within one bath- and a nice night gown, a good book and tea at night. Her face had all the cremes one could buy and she always wanted to be a rock star. All these things became me- as I hit 16 yrs. old- ALL these things became mine. I felt like maybe she liked my brother more then me, being that during the week with mom, my brother would taunt and tease me- push me to extremes where the only way I knew to handle it was to attack his arm or hand like a cat, holding him with my nails - to get him to stop. My father would look at the marks in his arm and hand and they would ignore me the entire weekend - it was the worst kind of punishment. I still struggle with not feeling heard. SHe had a book about Marylin Monroe and they taught us how to play chess. The harsh part was She was getting all the phone calls for work , and my father -NOTHING> He became depressed, I think. She took me to my very first concert in central park, to see The Ramones. It was amazing, we were becoming friends. That's all I ever wanted, I already had a mother. I do not use her name, just out of respect.
Upon finding her on Instagram- I was able to see her beautiful grandchild and some of her other photos, I also found the cousins that I had gained thru their marriage at the time. I adored them. Two brothers and and Sister. We had so much fun together. They introduced us to RUSH ! We loved Kiss, and Heart , ABBA too! The Waitresses and Talking Heads, Devo and the Ramones were her favorites. SO upon finding her, I wanted to share so much, but I made this collage instead and # tagged her first name. Perhaps I liked one too many photos, I am not sure, what I did wrong, but she made her account private . As an adult perhaps I can understand, but I can not. I push myself to wonder how or why she does not want to know me. But it is simple, she has a life. And maybe that chapter in her life was terrible? I don't know. But it was a chapter in my life that contained mortar for the building blocks of who I am today. She was there for me when my friend found out he had cancer. Her mother passed away from cancer. But that was just around the time they broke up, and I was to never see her again nor speak with her. I felt so bad inside when I signed back on to instagram to find the "door shut". I accept her need to be a private person. I just wish we could talk,of memories and all the things I learned from her, to share the love I still have for her. I have a child inside of me that stand still in the past. That has vivid and special memories- but they are mine. I must understand not everyone sees me as the little girl they left. I always feel like I turn people off. I wish I was more humble. I wish so many things. I guess I just want to be loved? I don;t know. I ended up requesting to be her friend thus I chickened out and took my request back - and then to be a real weirdo- I blocked her. Not like she wants to look at my photos? Not like she wants to know me, after all in the catholic religion, once your marriage is annuled it is like it never happened. How can someone do that, either way, As hard a time it was for me- maybe even for her too- I cherish the hardships, those are the rubber to pavement moments - in the hardship is the true growth- as well as the good times , the dog they had, I cherish all of it. Good , bad, the white trash turned to a pearl. Thank you for the lessons, of who I am - who I want to be and how I want to treat people. Thanks .
Wednesday, February 16, 2022
Tuesday, January 18, 2022
Dear Diary......
You know what they say about hiding in plain site- the ultimate spot to hide is where everyone can see and yet goes unnoticed....
well what if a director / writer makes this most outrageous screen play and HBO picks it up
where a cross gender highschool student and the rest of the Senior Class become this dudes ultimate porn dream...
He gets to cast the hottest babes, and have them doing the most outrageous shit,
like where the dad is a closet pedi and ends up screwing the new kid that's a dude but is also a chick in the ass.....
I am watching this- like it has definatly happened to someone before- probably many people- but fuck- it is so real and
like this is ok to put on tv???...
It is weird ,too, that the director makes mini shorts about each episode - so the Actors , ahcum I mean the porn "stars" - "actorS" get to explain their
characters and how they might relate to them.
OMG- and this dude is getting away with it...
The camera rides the titties - all up in the boners- the choking, the finger in the mouth,,,, it's hot but gross all at once.
I can;t take it so I fast forward - I mean it is written to the T as far as stereo types go- sluts, jocks, fat girls that find themself
thru sex ? - but of course they do, the good that comes from the rough,and the harsh?
Is it because this is what works for this director/writter- shock value- and I guess the actors are freely participating.They Submit? I guess I am too cuz I watch it.
I mean how hypocrtical am I -is this world! When We go after people like Jeffery Epstein or Heidi Fleiss but this guy because he is a flim writer/ maker
who is literally doing the same shit in REAL TIME -The same in that he pays kids to do his sexy deeds right in front of a camera. Maybe Maxwell should release the tapes to HBO and they can slap it as acceptable?
ok ok, wait stop me, those girls didn't want to be there doing that? The girls Maxwell found in florida they just found friends- that found other friends at highschool to go give some old man a massage for money... when you're an addict that is what you do right? It's justification- When you're an actor in a show is that justified, I guess so - you are hired to play a part?
In creating this show... I wonder how old these actors feel- do they feel shy, nervous- do they like doing that in front of a bunch of people?
are they of age? playing 18 year olds... I don't even know.... but what I was saying before is HBO is putting this out there and it is a popular show- Putting soft porn
I MEAN YEH_ I watch it. I am absorbed with the mental asepcts of dudes that want to be chicks\ I do find it fascinating- not the sex part so much but more the psychological disorders - the sex part kind of gets exhasuting and hard pricks are ugly. Especially when they are shoved in your face. I guess some people like that sort of thing?
and yet I continue to watch it, I do vibe with the struggling addict, having over 23 years sober- and the AA meetings, perhaps once upon a time I had an addiction to drugs & sex, and this show certainly puts forth the many abuses that come with such addictions- the worst being self loathing. But I am more wondering how- not why- but HOW Ghislane Maxwell gets punished for serving up young women- to old pervs- but a writer/ director can serve up actors and make them do naked shit in front of a lense with many people standing around "watching"- do they get hard or excited while they watch this filth?-
I blush when I watch it- I fast forward when it makes me feel too "excited" maybe or is it uncomfortable? I haven't figured that out. It is what it is, it is insane that this is allowed? I guess because it is so close to home- it is over the top real. Or it brought me back to alot of shit I managed to survive.
it is so bonkers- I look at pictures of this writer director- what is wrong with his eyes... who is this wacko anyway> I would love to ask him myself. Apparently he is a father> I didn't really take time to investigate him beyond a google picture. He is right up there with the other dude that used his scripts to get chicks outta their clothes and into bed with him - Gallo- I guess it's nothing new Really. But this shit is off the hook inappropriate. I admited I watch it, so that makes me an accomplice- They got my rating- I am guilty , My jaw is on the floor, I just find it interesting what a world of hypocrits an shady freaks we live amongst.
I guess that includes myself, there are many variations and hues of shade. THAT"S FOR SURE>
I guess I am obsessed and beyond my fear based judgment - a nerve has been hit, this guy has got my attention- no not the sex- it's the depth of the emotions and how there are two sides to the coin- as dark there is light- I choose to focus on the light- and the truth that we all had fucked up childhoods or maybe not but I found alot of myself in this show.... i am a walking contradiction.
Monday, January 17, 2022
Saturday, January 15, 2022
THE GOLDEN TRIANGLE
When the Founding Fathers began writing the Constitution and forming a new system of government, many aspects of politics, philosophy, and human nature were taken into account. What emerged was our Constitution and its system of checks and balances.
However, built into the Founders’ vision was a compliment to the Constitution, a formula described later by scholar Os Guinness, in his book A Free People’s Suicide, as the Golden Triangle of Freedom:
“Freedom requires virtue, which requires faith, which requires freedom.”
More formulaically, it might read:
Freedom requires virtue.
Virtue requires faith.
Faith requires freedom.
What happened since then? Over time, but especially accelerating during the 20th Century, the American legal system began to take a more secular approach to its functionality. “Virtue” and “Faith” began to wane. Where character, trust, and virtue had been prevalent, the importance of legal contracts took their place.
As Guinness wrote, “Legal contracts were strengthened and sharpened to take the place of weakening moral considerations such as character and trust.”
#1 — FREEDOM REQUIRES VIRTUE
Liberty and freedom don’t “just happen.” History is largely a tale of tyranny. All men were created equal and have certain unalienable rights, as recognized in the Declaration of Independence. However, the freedom and liberty Americans experience comes from more than just laws and regulations. They come from the virtue of the citizenry.
Virtue is the only internal characteristic that supplies the self-restraint necessary to balance the risk to the social order of giving people a large amount of liberty.
Without virtuous leaders and virtuous citizens, there is no reason to follow laws. The Republic has an interest in the virtue of its people, as much as the people have an interest in the character and virtue of its leaders.
#2 — VIRTUE REQUIRES FAITH
The Founders were clear in their view that the virtue necessary to allow maximum liberty required a solid foundation: and that foundation was religion. Even the Founders with the least affinity to orthodox Christian views of their day believed this.
Benjamin Franklin made it very clear that he would never be a Christian, however, he stated that “as to Jesus of Nazareth, my opinion…I think the System of Morals and his Religion, as he left them to us, the best the World ever saw or is likely to see.” It was Franklin who initiated prayer during a crisis moment in the Constitutional Convention. It was Franklin who saw the immense cultural value of the work of his friend, the renowned evangelist George Whitfield.
And Thomas Jefferson, an alleged deist, stated, “The Christian religion is the best religion that has ever been given to man.” Many critics forget that men like Jefferson were no secularists; they clearly believed in God. Jefferson, as a statesman and as president, was clear that without faith there is very little reason to be virtuous. The Jefferson Memorial itself displays famous quotes by Jefferson connecting freedom to the moral laws of God.
#3 — FAITH REQUIRES FREEDOM
Faith is voluntary in America. Americans may choose to believe or not to believe. We have the ability to exercise our faith without coercion, and participation is by choice.
As the Williamsburg Charter, a 1988 document on religious freedom signed by over 200 leaders from various backgrounds, stated:
“No longer can sword, purse, and sacred mantle be equated. Now, the government is barred from using religion’s mantle to become a confessional state, and from allowing religion to use the government’s sword and purse to become a coercing Church. In this new order, the freedom of the government from religious control and the freedom of religion from government control are a double guarantee of the protection of rights. No faith is preferred or prohibited, for where there is no state-definable orthodoxy, there can be no state-definable heresy.”
Yes, faith can flourish in totalitarian states. But the record of history demonstrates that lowering the walls to faith often allows an expansion and all the benefits of a public tolerance of open religious practice.
WHY IS THIS NECESSARY?
In many of the writings of the Founders, the importance of character and faith are heavily discussed. They understood that the system they designed was best for self-government by a virtuous citizenry. The checks and balances created by the Constitution are to be complemented with leaders of high virtue and character, those who can be trusted to place the importance of the people ahead of their personal gain.
Today, the character and virtue of both average citizens and leaders are being more and more privatized, just as religion is. Many believe that whatever a person believes, and how they behave, the decision is private with little consequence beyond that individual.
Is it any surprise, then, that religious liberty has come under growing hostility? If virtue requires faith, and virtue is devalued, then it follows that faith—and the freedom to express that faith—will also be devalued.
And is it any surprise that such a system will also begin to value competence over character in leadership—whether public or in business—a dangerous choice? Leaders need skills and abilities necessary to do well in leading our country; however, the Founders believed that character should be equally, if not more, important.
The Founders believed that liberty and freedom could be maintained through the system they designed. However, without the influence of virtue and faith—all of which are enhanced by religious freedom—how long can the Golden Triangle of Freedom, and freedom itself, be maintained?
Radical groups are on the prowl looking for ways to suppress religious expression throughout America.
Contact First Liberty for immediate help if your religious speech has been censored or attacked.
https://firstliberty.org/news/the-forgotten-triangle-of-freedom/
Friday, January 14, 2022
A jab for a job?
The vax card holder - or a non symptom rona carrier.
WHo is "The Super Spreader"?
I truly do not understand how some refuse to consider
that the body was built with the ability to fight against illness.
Sure we are going to get sick, it's unforunate- there's no way around that.
Every one deals with the flu, a virus , an illness in their own way- in their own time.
Some get sick, some get REAL sick, some don't get sick at all, some die- some only get mild symptoms- whatever it is
and I'm talking more about how it was before all of this insanity.
The days before COVID.
People died- however they died- more die from the flu then "they" even talk about.
A cold, a sniffle- shingles... bacterial or viral- it is what it always has been.
It's like mother nature is combating the imbalance, or a bureaucrat got funded to experiment- ???
HEY GUESS WHAT - WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE ONE DAY>
We all get sick, if it was your time, then FUCK that sucks,
you get better or you don't. We go where we focus.
The J and J Vax killed my best friend, Who's to say if the actual virus
would have killed him. I have a feeling he would still be here had he skipped the jab.
But truly We will Never Know. and let me ask you a question-
what happened to America, where our freedom to Thine Ownself Be True - SURVIVAL OF OUR FREEDOM
OR DEATH FOR OUR FREEDOM? My best friend wanted to take the Jab, he knew he was taking a gamble
A gamble with his life- to live life- I guess?
TO CHOOSE THE PLAN THAT IS BEST FOR YOU OR FOR THEM?
THE DIVISON THAT HAS INVADED THE VERY DEPTHS OF FAMILY, FRIENDS,& WORK.
The Politicians or is it the Bureaucrats of this nation or WAIT have they become one ; when did "they" cross the line- when did they become one
- a regime wrapped up in their regimen.
My Body, Your Mandate? or my Body , My Choice.
The vaccinated are caving to genocide.
a bunch of sheeps bowing to the social media hypnotized mediocracy.....
a bunch of ostriches.... voted for this nonsense but pretend to no longer watch or SEE WHAT IS GOING ON_ While they TAKE their
bonus checks, their vItAminzzzzzzZZZzzzzz... and Slip into sleep- the ShEEPLEMaSSES of mediocres.
WHere's the faith in the moment, in the permission to give yourself time to get sick and mend from it- the permission to have faith
that it's not your turn to die- or perhaps maybe like my best friend- we had a discussion 30 days before he passed over-
we both agreed if we got it and die from it that we woud be "ok" with leaving this earth right here, right now. I never fucking thought he was actually gonna fucking die.
But in a way, it's like hey man, I could get hit by a truck later, or eat some fucked up shit an die from food poisoning or some bullshit like that,
it's just enough already.
YOU GO WHERE YOU FOCUS
period end of story stop trying to control my shit and stop judging me because I am not a sheeple ass bitch. I know who the Super Spreaders are....the bannana republic. the Aristocracy that have inflitrated our government, feeding off of the corporations fat, pulling rank and privilage - above the law and any sort of consequence to their actions - other then lining their very own pockets, How "we" the people seem blind to what is going on in front of our own eyes. Nope - too worried about getting the "rona" and or too phat & self involved to care- our democracy has died - our freedom to choose has been extinguished by public traitors. “For if Men are to be precluded from offering their Sentiments on a matter, which may involve the most serious and alarming consequences, that can invite the consideration of Mankind, reason is of no use to us; the freedom of Speech may be taken away, and, dumb and silent we may be led, like sheep, to the Slaughter.” “In those wretched countries where a man cannot call his tongue his own, he can scarce call anything his own. Whoever would overthrow the liberty of a nation must begin by subduing the freeness of speech; a thing terrible to publick traytors.” Benjamin Franklin, Dogwood Papers, written by Franklin in 1722, at the age of sixteen George Washington, Address to the officers of the army, March 15, 1783 Note:
period end of story stop trying to control my shit and stop judging me because I am not a sheeple ass bitch. I know who the Super Spreaders are....the bannana republic. the Aristocracy that have inflitrated our government, feeding off of the corporations fat, pulling rank and privilage - above the law and any sort of consequence to their actions - other then lining their very own pockets, How "we" the people seem blind to what is going on in front of our own eyes. Nope - too worried about getting the "rona" and or too phat & self involved to care- our democracy has died - our freedom to choose has been extinguished by public traitors. “For if Men are to be precluded from offering their Sentiments on a matter, which may involve the most serious and alarming consequences, that can invite the consideration of Mankind, reason is of no use to us; the freedom of Speech may be taken away, and, dumb and silent we may be led, like sheep, to the Slaughter.” “In those wretched countries where a man cannot call his tongue his own, he can scarce call anything his own. Whoever would overthrow the liberty of a nation must begin by subduing the freeness of speech; a thing terrible to publick traytors.” Benjamin Franklin, Dogwood Papers, written by Franklin in 1722, at the age of sixteen George Washington, Address to the officers of the army, March 15, 1783 Note:
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